Yup, I can’t always control the power that I have.
As you know, I have a big posture, even my Korean Tae Kwon Do Coach called me King Kong (‘cos I was representing Jakarta in female heavy weight class).
Among the rest of female heavy weight winners
Well, if I was still active as an athlete, having big power is an advantage. Combined with speed, you can score a kick or two, or even three to your opponent, and get points from the judge.
Now, I’m talking about daily life here. Sometimes I can’t control that power.
1) One time, I broke plastic fork and spoon when I had a lunch in Hoka-Hoka Bento. Well, the meat was tough. Was it my fault then? Why it was embarrassing, it happened in front of the boy in the college whom I had crush on.
2) I also broke the mop stick because I pushed it too hard to the floor because I want my floor clean!
3) I can play Volleyball, but I’m not a good player. I can’t direct the ball well. Whenever I got the ball from opponent player, either I hit too hard causing the ball out of the arena, or hit it too softly.
4) Once again, I bumped my toes to my bed two nights ago. My pinky toe bleed a lot! I must train myself to step well and not drag my foot.
It will be so dangerous, if:
1) I must take care of a baby. Can you imagine if I hurt this little creature which I must treat delicately. I hope I won’t break any of my baby’s bones.
2) I deal with surgery equipments which are expensive and sometimes comes in small size. That was what I faced when I worked as head of surgical department. As I did some demo to the hospitals and required to work in operating theatre, I tried not to break anything. Scarry!
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